04-20-2018 A Dream About 88 and 8 at 18

I had a strange dream this morning. I would say the 20th of the month is at the limit of my normal monthly predictive dream time.

I don't have too many dreams about numbers. I had a dream of one of my in-laws dancing around as if she was at a party. She was getting a bit wild and said she wanted two big, green number eights tattooed on her tongue. So she did it. Sure enough the next image in the dream was seeing the two green number eights tattooed on her tongue. I had the feeling it was just green food coloring.  Right after that I started waking up and someone was shouting, clear as day in my groggy, morning stupor, "Eight at eighteen! Eight at eighteen!"

My first impression is the closest date for a green celebration around the eighteenth of the month would be St. Patrick's Day- celebrated each year on March 17th (Ref. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Patrick%27s_Day). People drink green beer and sometimes get a little wild after a few drinks on St. Patrick's Day.

The other first impression of the "eight at eighteen" statement is maybe it is stating I will have eight grandchildren eighteen years from now.

I will have to search for the meaning of the numbers 8, 88 and 8 at 18 to see if I can get further insight into  Here are a couple of interpretations I found. Looks like good things are headed my way!

Seeing the number eight in your dream, symbolizes power, wealth, and achievement. In eastern culture, the number eight is believed to be a good and lucky number as it represents fortune and opulence. Thus, seeing this number appear in your dreams may indicate you are on the road to prosperity and affluence. You should trust your intuition, for it will guide you along the path to accomplishment. (Ref. http://www.mydreammeanings.com/numbers/number-eight-in-dreams/)

ANGEL NUMBER 18

Number 18 is a blend of the energies and attributes of the number 1 and number 8.  Number 1 relates to new beginnings, motivation and progress, beginning new projects, self-leadership and assertiveness, initiative, instinct and intuition.   Number 8 brings it vibrations of manifesting wealth and abundance, self-confidence, discernment, achievement, giving and receiving, inner-wisdom and serving humanity.  Number 8 is also the number of Karma – the Universal Spiritual Law of Cause and Effect.

Angel Number 18 is a message of encouragement and support from your angels. They ask you to think only positive thoughts to do with prosperity and abundance. When you have high expectations and maintain a positive attitude the angels and Universal Energies help you to manifest your highest ideals and achieve success in all that you put your intentions and efforts towards. The angels want you to know that positive things are manifesting around you at a rapid rate.

Angel Number 18 suggests that you are nearing the end of a phase or cycle in your life, and the angels want you to realize that new opportunities will appear for you in due course. Your angels ask that you not stress about present circumstances, as ‘better’ is on it’s the way into your life. Do not fear lack or loss as the end of a situation or cycle denotes the beginning of another. The angels ask you to have faith and trust in them, and in yourself.

Angel Number 18 also tells you that if you are considering beginning (or expanding) a spiritually-based practice, career and/or profession or service-based venture, now is a most auspicious time to do so. Listen to the guidance from the angels as to the next steps to take.(Ref. http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com/2011/06/angel-number-18.html)

04-16-2018 A Military Tank and a Flood

I had two memorable dreams on 4-12-2018.

The first dream was an image of a military tank being shipped to San Francisco, CA.

The second dream was the release of a large amount of water behind a dam on purpose. It threatened to flood populated areas below and cause death and destruction in the flood path. The dam was made out of a set of large, unevenly cut, see-through emerald green boulders. I couldn't understand why they would decide to release so much water when they knew it would raise so much havoc on the population living below the dam.

Update 04-06-2018 to  03-28-2018 Dream of "Unimportance" and a Pharaoh dream. https://relofone.blogspot.com/2018/03/03-28-2018-dream-of-unimportance-and.html

Okay what is the chance I would see a sign like this on a random walk in Bend, Oregon after having a random dream of "Unimportance" nine days earlier?

How many times do you see "You Matter! Don't Give Up!" signs in someone's front yard?

I had a dream the early morning of 03-28-2018. In my dream I was thinking about how to add the latest and greatest ideas from this blog into the book I already published (https://www.facebook.com/MarcasMajor/).

In my dream, I said to myself, "Why put out the effort. I am unimportant in the grand scheme of things." I envisioned myself as a miniscule speck within the seven plus billion people there are in the world.

03-30-2018 My Latest Watercolor Painting

03-28-2018 Dream of "Unimportance" and a Pharaoh

Update 04-06-2018: Okay what is the chance I would see a sign like this on a random walk in Bend, Oregon after having a random dream of "Unimportance" nine days earlier? How many times do you see "You Matter! Don't Give Up!" signs in someone's front yard?

I had a dream the early morning of 03-28-2018. In my dream I was thinking about how to add the latest and greatest ideas from this blog into the book I already published (https://www.facebook.com/MarcasMajor/).

In my dream, I said to myself, "Why put out the effort. I am unimportant in the grand scheme of things." I envisioned myself as a miniscule speck within the seven plus billion people there are in the world.

The next scene in my dream projected a picture, from the left side, of an extremely old, tall (over seven feet tall), thin man dressed in a long gown with a simple staff in his right hand. He looked like the pharaoh in the picture below from the "Night at the Museum" movie- except taller, thinner and much older. His face was unusually elongated from brow to chin.

The pharaoh quickly came out of a large cavern entrance on a bluff overlooking a desert. From the side view of him, I could see blue writing on his jaw and neck area. Also, it almost looked like his face was stitched together in a patchwork fashion with rough stitching.

Right after I said, "Why put out the effort. I am unimportant in the grand scheme of things.", the pharaoh said, "You ARE important!". He pound his staff once on the ground to emphasize the  commitment to his words. His words were spoken with almost an angry tone- like I should never argue with what he said! The dream ended.

Conclusion: This dream is pretty bizarre. Where did this pharaoh come from? All I know from my dream is I better update my "My Subconscious Mind" book with my latest findings without questioning why I should do it, ever, because I AM important!

Reference:

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Fascinating advancement in quantum computing...

Readying Quantum Computing for Life’s Biggest Mysteries - iQ by Intel

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Matches my blog written 03-20-2017 regarding "Do a Spin for Me"

https://relofone.blogspot.com/2017/03/03-20-2017-do-spin-for-me.html
"Do a Spin for Me"

...So now I'm in this bare room being interviewed for various roles of a play. There are specific video recordings of the roles in the play. I reviewed a few of the video recordings and told this entity, who took over my dream, I did not feel this was my thing. I did not fit any of the roles they needed.

Now here is the significant part of the dream.

I get a very close up image of the entity's long, manicured finger nails. They were painted a light shade of purple with a broad stripe of a darker shade of purple painted in the center of the finger nail. Inside the broad stripe of darker purple was a very thin line of yellow ochre colored nail polish.

Bizarre!

Right after the image of the entity's fingernails, the entity responded to my statement about not fitting any role they wanted by saying,

"Do a spin for me."

The spin the entity requested turned me into a swirling image of colors. My swirling image was an almost cylindrical funnel of short, curved, thin lines of color swirling around a black hole funnel. It was as if I was given a view of what a person would look like if they were caught in a black hole and shredded to bits- literally bits of color.

Now that is significant!...

03-24-2018 What If There Are Bubbles Inside Black Holes

I had a dream in the early morning of 03-24-2018. The twenty-fourth day of the month is my most predicative dream time each month.

My dream had me taking a journey to the event horizon of a black hole and beyond the event horizon further into the black hole.

Ref.

What are the two parts of the black hole - Answers.com

www.answers.com/Q/What_are_the_two_parts_of_the_black_hole

All I can do is tell you what I saw in my dream.

My predictive dream is always based on what I think I already know about a subject. The predictive dream usually reveals a new twist to what I already know.

What I saw in my dream was stretched out matter from a galaxy surrounding a completely black center of the black hole. I floated past the event horizon awhile. Then I started seeing stretched out matter from the event horizon in the form of fairly large, various sized bubbles. It was as if after stretching past the event horizon the matter coalesced into bubbles before continuing on to the point of singularity proposed at the core of every black hole!

A new twist on black holes was revealed in this most predictive day of my monthly predictive dream cycle.

If you think about it, bubbles in black holes would be similar to creating soap bubbles by blowing intense air pressure into a plastic ring covered with a thin film of soapy water! The stretched out soap matter creating a bubble in this world matches the stretched out, event horizon matter creating bubbles inside the intense pressure from a black hole.

03-18-2018 Dangerous Times Ahead

Watching all the instability in the US government and internet fraud revelations I cannot help feel we are headed for dangerous times in the world.

3-16-2018 RIP Stephen Hawking

Stephen Hawking, the brilliant theoretical physicists, died 3-14-2018. In the early morning of 3-15-2018 I had a vision of Stephen Hawking's face smiling at me in my dream. He looked young, healthy and with an awe struck look on his face. He looked very happy.

I am just reporting what I saw in my dream. I am sure some will say I am just trying to get attention. I didn't even know the guy so I found it unusual for me to see a vision of him in my dream . Definitely worth reporting.

Stephen Hawking

Theoretical Physicist

Stephen Hawking, renowned scientist, dies at 76 - CNN

03-13-2018 My Latest Painting- "A Mountain View" in Acrylic

03-12-2018 Ever Try to Predict the Time It Is?

I tried to guess what time it was before I opened my eyes after sleeping last night. I verbally thought of a couple of times in my head but also visually saw an image in my mind of a digital clock with red numbers. The verbal guesses were way off but the visual image was 6:05 AM and when I looked at the clock it was 6:04 AM...pretty close!

03-06-2018 “Turkin” Vendors

I had a very clear,intense dream in the early morning of 03-06-2018. It explained the next big thing that will move the world economy forward. In my highly symbolic dream the “next big thing “ was a shoebox sized device about 3 inches thick. One side had a big button to push and the other side was shown as a cutout image of the inner side of the device.The cutout image,in my dream, showed a set of interconnected, brass gears like you would see inside a watch- except a lot more of the interconnected gears crammed into the shoe sized box.

In my dream the device was called a “Turkin vendor”, short for “Turn Key Independent Vendor”. The definition of a Turkin Vendor is a company capable of creating mass quantities of custom, new products within a one week turnaround time. These are the types of highly automated companies needed in the future to support the ever growing middle class world population according to my dream and will be hyped as the next big thing in the near future!

03-04-2018 Never Give Up by the XIV Dalai Lama

Here is some good advice we found hanging on the wall of one of the rentals we stayed at in Phoenix, AZ last week.

02-27-2018 A Dream About a Talking Jersey Cow

I had a dream about a talking cow in the early morning of 02-25-2018. After thinking about it the dream I knew where it came from. In the dream, a "Jersey cow" starts complaining about its way of life and how it planned to be an activist and try to reform the way it was treated in the world. My image of a "Jersey cow" in the dream turns out to look more like a Holstein cow with a black and white hide- after I researched the types of cows online. I thought Jersey cows were black and white.

The dream matches a real life experience I had the previous week when the owner of the house we were renting from in Phoenix, AZ exercised a random act of kindness by hiring a chef to come over to the house we were renting and prepare a gourmet meal for us. He could see we were struggling with all the back and forth to the hospital for post operation appointments my wife had to go to after her kidney transplant. It was a wonderful, gourmet steak (which is from a cow) meal as promised. So thoughtful and kind of my rental landlord.

The dream matches the story the chef told us of his sudden move from New Jersey to Phoenix, AZ three weeks previous to the day he came over to cook us a meal. He was running away from a nasty break up of a woman he went with for nine years. He was a "Jersey" native. He told us there was still a lot of prejudice in New Jersey against black people. He could not get a decent promotion being a chef in New Jersey because the restaurant owners only promoted white people. So the frustrated chef took his dog and drove his car all the way across the country with a couple thousand dollars in his pocket. He slept in his car for a couple of weeks on the way and after arriving in Phoenix. Then blew his last thousand dollars staying in a hotel. He got a job quickly as a sous-chef and also started advertising an in-home chef service on the internet where my rental landlord found his ad.

I am amazed how my subconscious crams in as much meaning in a single dream image as it can. The talking black and white, activist "Jersey cow" in my dream matches the facts from the story of the black chef's "black and white" Jersey frustrations and his pro-active efforts to get out of "Jersey" and move to Phoenix.

Amazing amount of information packed into the image of one cow in my dream!

02-23-2018 Spider Webs, Dark Matter and the Big Bang

I just came up with this idea spider webs are similar to dark matter. We cannot really see dark matter in space but know it is really there.

What if dark matter is the gravitational essence of a black hole stretched to its limit creating a web-like structure of sticky essence across the universe? This sticky essence of dark matter is what holds universes together and collects matter like bugs stuck to a spider web.

Dark matter is the opposite of Light. Light emanates from space after the Big Bang but dark matter blew out into space after the Big Bang as a stretched out, colorless sticky web.

Pretty simple idea. Light energy and dark matter are opposites with opposite properties. Light emanates out into space and dark matter collects the globs of matter we can see within space.

02-22-2018 Dream of a Person with a Large Head

I have been, occasionally, having single images of strange things right before I wake up in the morning. In the early morning of 02-22-2018 I had an image of a middle aged, bald headed man with a head about 18 inches in diameter with normal sized ears. The ears stuck out a little more than normal...Single image, big head.

Interesting. Maybe this is a view of something I will see in the future or what an alien looks like in a parallel world to ours. It was just the back view of the person's head and back. It was a man and he was wearing a shirt.

02-19-2018 Search for Dupras Stone

Not sure what this means at all but thought it was odd enough to document.

I woke up early in the morning with someone shouting in my mind, "Search for Dupras stone!"

Very strange. Never heard the name Dupras before. Did a quick search on the internet but just got a bunch of people with the last name Dupras.

Update 02-20-2018: I thought about this dream more and realized the name "Dupras Stone" might also be "Dupra Stone" in my dream so I did a search on "Dupra Stone" on the internet. The internet search results suggested "Debra Stone" as a possibility. It appears someone from the other side wanted me to realize there have been horrific events that have happened at the Disney parks in the past!

My conscious mind interprets "Dupra Stone" as "Debra Stone" in this dream based on the internet search results. It is logical to my conscious mind "Deborah Stone" would be reaching out from the after life in my dream and be encouraging me to search for her story online because other people have been recently reading about a horrific event at Disney World I had a dream about on 11-06-2017...close to 43.5 years after her horrible death at Disneyland.

Vintage Disneyland Tickets: Remembering Deborah - July 8, 1974

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Jul 08, 2010 · It was 36 year ago today that Deborah Gail Stone lost her life while working on America Sings. This seems like such a senseless death, didn't anyone ...

11-06-2017 Odd Dream About Being Poisoned with Sodium Pentothal at Disney World

I don't remember having too many ghosts reaching out to me so clearly and wanting my attention badly enough to shout out their name "Search for Deborah Stone!" "Search for Deborah Stone!".

My subconscious mind picked up this raw emotion from beyond. I didn't quite interpret the name right in my dream but the internet search knows humans don't get things quite right when they first hear them and offers alternate searches close to what is typed in :-)

02-13-2018 Certification from the Center of Disease Control (CDC) Dream

I had an interesting, convoluted dream in the early morning of 02-13-2018.

The dream I had was spawned from reading an article in the Sunday edition of a paper about how the convoluted events a detective in Los Angeles, CA experienced directly involving a then unknown leader of the Mexican drug cartel and how he eventually got caught.

My dream was about events involving a couple of detectives chasing down all sorts of illegal activity in the area they were responsible for. Somehow I became a new hire for them and was in the process of moving to the area they lived in to help them out.

The possible predictive event happened when they woke me up from a deep sleep in my hotel room. The leader of the group I was joining had apparently looked into my past experience while I was sleeping.

He told me I had once got a certificate from the Center of Disease Control (CDC) training me on how to identify outbreaks of the latest deadly diseases being spread across the world. He told me it would be useful to them if I was able to renew the certification with the CDC so I could follow up on serious outbreaks of diseases in their area.

He said, "The person that is responsible for a disease outbreak is the person who knows an outbreak is occurring but has not warned the proper authorities about the outbreak!"

Then the dream jumped to a scene where we were following a logging truck at an unusually high speed on an eight lane road in the city. The logging truck suddenly slowed down and pulled into a gas station along the side of the busy road. I thought we were going to hit the logging truck but we swerved out of the way.

A long, convoluted dream. My first thought was to pick out the key words and phrases of the dream...
Center of Disease Control (CDC), disease outbreak, certifications, logging truck, gas station, responsibility for disease outbreak, detectives.

Could this dream be a warning regarding a possible serious disease outbreak in the future someone doesn't report in time to the proper authorities? Does the disease outbreak have something to do with logging trucks or freshly cut trees and a gasoline station?

I don't know at this point. Dreams can be full of words used to mean something totally different than the obvious meaning of the words used in the dreams. It may take me a while to figure this dream out.

Update 02-14-2018: After thinking about this dream for the past 24 hours I think I understand what it is about. I am down in Phoenix, AZ near the Mayo Clinic. My wife just received a kidney transplant. A true miracle of modern medicine.

The freshly cut logging truck in my dream represents my wife with her "freshly cut" new kidney scar. We are driving back and forth from the Mayo clinic at an exhausting pace for followup medical appointments.

My subconscious mind is telling me it would be a good idea if I paid attention to who is in front of me on the road to avoid accidents. My subconscious is also telling me it would be a good idea to be more aware of the latest diseases being spread around the world so I can prevent my wife from 9getting anything. Her immune system has been suppressed to prevent her body from rejecting the new, "freshly cut"  kidney.

I not only have to be careful driving her back and forth to appointments, I also have to be aware of where we go and how sick the people are around her are so I can prevent her from catching something.

People drive like maniacs on the Phoenix freeways so it is a challenge getting her to her appointments without getting in an accident! :-)

There could still be a warning about diseases being spread worldwide due to a lack of awareness and proper reporting to the CDC. It might still be a good idea for the CDC to train more people on the latest disease threats occurring around the world for a more proactive prevention of a worldwide epidemic.

Update 02-15-2018: I don't think it is a coincidence this is the second dream raising the alarm of lack of analysis of deaths in the world. I just remembered I had the following dream months ago...two warnings of a shocking pattern of deaths in the world we may not be aware of yet.

07-24-2017 Dream of Alarming Number of Deaths Noted in Two Age Groups Around the World

I had a dream  there was a study of deaths, worldwide, by age. This dream occurred in the early morning of 07-24-2017. The 24th is the day, each month, I sometimes have predictive dreams of future events I will experience.

The dream noted two different age groups of humans around the world were dying at an alarming rate compared to the rest of the human population.

Somehow, the results of the study was released to the public accidently and there was a panic which took hold of the general public regarding the news because no one knew the cause of the alarming rate of deaths in the two age groups of humans around the world...

If I had to guess I would say the disease is mental illness. We should learn how to identify, categorize the illness for type of treatment and track those people who have mental diseases so we can begin to find solutions to help them.

02-10-2018 Questions about Gravity Waves

• If gravity waves cause wrinkles in space and time and wrinkles in space and time allow my subconscious mind to see past or future events in life, is there a way to have multiple gravity waves cross over each other allowing my subconscious mind different views of the past, present and future? Are gravity waves influenced by external factors causing them to bounce back from where they came- like waves of water bouncing back the opposite direction once they hit the sides of a swimming pool? Maybe other expanding universes cause complex behaviors of gravity waves between universes.

02-08-18 IRobot Robocop

I think they should invent an IRobot Robocop. It would vacuum your floor automatically and relay unexpected movement in your house to your cell phone at the same time! :-)

02-01-2018 Fifty Shades of Autism

I had an AHA! moment the other day. When you are retired you have time to look back at your life and come to conclusions on previous actions you have done in the past.

I was shocked when I positively tested for Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD) at the age of 56. Some previous actions recurring in my past started to make total sense after the diagnosis- like never being able to type a single email (or blog entry) without having multiple words missing and obvious spelling errors. My mind wanders uncontrollably based on the average persons mind. I can't focus long enough to type a stupid email without errors- maddening. I have to go over the same email or blog entry several times to get it right. Lucky I am incredibly self-motivated to get things as close to right as I can.

Anyway, after discussing, with some of my family members, the social behaviors I have in crowds and unplanned events I came to the conclusion I am probably autistic, as well. Sure enough, when I researched the possibility online a person with ADD has a better chance to be autistic than a non-ADD person.

I want to be tested for autism. I found out it is still a little understood behavior anomaly. I will have to probably go to a university to be tested because my health care provider doesn't even test for it.

My AHA! moment, based on preliminary research, is the fact there are "fifty different shades of autism". Research hasn't even scratched the surface of the autistic behavior anomaly.

I have known my way of thinking is different than most people since I was in the tenth grade. I was the only one in my physics class that figured out the frequency of fluorescent light in the room made a spinning centrifuge full of tubes look like they were not moving as the centrifuge reached a certain speed- when it was first turned on or first turned off.

I have finally discovered how I figured it out. My "autistic" brain is wired differently than most people. I can take a specific given image in my mind (like a stationary image of a centrifuge full of test tubes) and overlay multiple versions of different images on top of the stationary centrifuge image. Especially while I am sleeping, I can vary images of environmental variables I know surround the stationary centrifuge image like light, speed of centrifuge, eye focus, etc. By flipping through various images of the environment surrounding the stationary centrifuge at an incredible speed in my brain I am able to figure out which tweaked environmental variables account for the sudden stationary view of a twirling centrifuge! I do this all the time when I am sleeping to solve problems. For example, when painting a picture from scratch I am able to iterate through thousands of background images of a painting I am doing and select what background I want for the particular landscape painting I am trying to simplify so I can get it done in a timely manner to bring to art class I am in for the next week. The speed this happens in my mind is incredible!

That AHA! moment is huge! There are fifty shades of autism and I have identified my special form of image overlay and retrieval to solve problems while I am sleeping.

That is a huge discovery for me personally! I find it fascinating and my gift to autism research if anyone in the field is reading this.

I looked at a YouTube video where someone with autism was explaining how you can tell if you have it or not. My past "social" behaviors made total sense after the explanation of key traits autistic people have. My version of those key traits are not manifested in quite the same way as the person on the YouTube video. Therefore, I concluded there are probably "fifty shades" of autism.

Update 02-01-2018: I woke up two hours after typing this blog in the early morning. I caught my mind racing through the words I had written two hours before in this blog. Apparently my subconscious mind was a little mad at me for not mentioning its part in the whole process. As I have stated many times the subconscious mind can be blatant, rude and a bit clever at relaying a pointed message to my conscious mind which was in the process of reviewing the fact my mind can overlay thousands of images on a stationary image to solve a specific problem...My subconscious pipes in an says in a smart aleck way,

"And June, I said, 'And I just sit on his box!' I then saw images of rock stars with long hair laughing at the crude joke in my mind.

So my conscious mind takes over and tries to figure out this subconscious joke. The meaning didn't immediately come to me. I didn't get the joke at first.

My conscious mind interpreted the subconscious, crude joke as,

"And June, I said, 'And I just sit on his head (slang for toilet) and feed him sh*t (the thousand of images I iterate through to figure out a problem)!'"...canned laughter follows.

Who is "June"???...All I could think of there was a "Jackie Gleason Show" in the 1950s with the "June Taylor Dancers".

Wow that is really pulling old memories out of the hat! I never knew I even knew who June Taylor was and how it related to the "Jackie Gleason Show (Honeymooners???) but this is the first idea that popped into my conscious mind when thinking about the  incredibly concise and rude joke my subconscious mind interjected during my dream!

Reference:

The Jackie Gleason Show - Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Jackie_Gleason_Show

Gleason and June Taylor ... The Jackie Gleason Show is the name of a series of American ... When the show returned in September 1969, there was much publicity ...

01-26-2018 A Dream of a Train Wreck and an Attempted Suicide

I had a sad dream in the early morning of 01-26-2018. I was on a hike through a lowland deciduous forest with a couple of guys. I did not recognize the two people as anyone I know in real life. We were passing what appeared to be a rusty, old railroad track that was curving quite sharply from a path perpendicular to us to and turning to a path parallel to where we were hiking. All of a sudden, out of the blue, a train bounced off the railroad track at this sharp corner and continued flying up a fairly steep hill to the back and right of where we were walking! Some of the railroad cars tipped over on the hill.

We ran to the scene and it didn't take long for help to arrive. In the chaos I lost track of one of the people I was hiking with. The other guy with me also was temporarily out of site but came back and said the other guy we were hiking with tried to commit suicide as the train on the hill was being pulled up from a horizontal position so the train could be put back on the tracks. He was trying to throw his body under the train wheels as they pulled the train up. The other hiker updating me said he did get hurt but authorities pulled him out of harms way before he could kill himself.

It made me very sad. There was no indication the guy who tried to commit suicide was mentally unstable when we were hiking with him.

Very strange, intense dream. The emotions in the dream were extreme- extreme happiness, extreme fear and extreme sadness to the point of suicide.

Not a pleasant dream. I think it was spawned by the fact I had read in the news the engineer, in real life, who was driving a train in the area I live in was going too fast and made the train jump off the tracks right above a busy freeway. About four or five railroad cars jumped off the tracks onto the freeway below.

The engineer said he did not see any posted speed limit signs before turning a fairly sharp corner and  crossing above the freeway. This was a maiden voyage for a supposedly, fast commuter train run to take people to work.

It is amazing my subconscious can come up with such a detailed dream from a two line statement in a news article I read a day before.

I would expect this is a predictive dream with words, images and phrases in a future, real life event I will experience matching the dream I had.

01-24-2018 Dream of My Grand Kids Making Pillows Out of Shredded Cardboard

In the early morning of 01-24-2018 I had a dream of a my grand kids making pillows out of shredded, recycled cardboard as a startup business.

You never know what the future will hold unless you have a predictive dream!

I suppose you could make the shredded, recycled cardboard as soft as toilet paper and stuff it in a pillow sack. It might work!