I predicted the future on Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Ok is this cool or what?

On Wednesday, October 19, 2005 I documented the dream I had. The blog excerpt is at the bottom of this email.

This past Saturday, August 11th, 2007 this dream became a reality. Is that cool or what? There is definitely an awareness of future events that can happen- spanning beyond current time and space. There is no way I would have known over two years before it happened that I would be attending and actually participating in my retarded, half-sister's funeral last Saturday. I even gave an impromptu speech about my 9 or 10 years that I lived with her and the traits she learned from my mom's preachings that not only allowed her to survive but thrive in the community she lived in up in Canada without the help of the rest of her family members.

I was happy this past weekend at the funeral because my mom and sister had attended a funeral in the community my half sister had lived most of her life. I learned from my mom and sister that she was very much loved in the community and apparently had a wonderful life. The fact is I have had no contact with my half sister since 1962! That is 45 years! Yet I went to her funeral without my family this past weekend. I walked alone in a black suit to the funeral and carried her ashes out of the church service and brought them to the graveyard for burial. This is just amazing to me. Here is what I wrote in this blog over two years ago...

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

I believe there is an emotional aspect to fate. It represents milestones in your life that are emotionally charged for one reason or another. They don’t occur too often but represent major decision points in your life that shape the way you live after that milestone of fate has been reached. My second observation is the fact that we have a word in the English language that describes the events I have just experienced. I cannot say that I have ever witnessed an example of fate with such clarity in my life time.
I believe my second dream is also a milestone in my future life that has not occurred yet. It is a simple dream. Again my reaction at this point is that it is an odd dream, does not fit into the context of my current existence and is a little disturbing.
My dream is that I can see myself walking on a sidewalk in a very nice black suit. My physical appearance is with graying hair. I am smiling.
What I find odd about this dream is that I am walking alone. I have a family. Where are they? The other odd thing is that I am smiling.
My first assumption is that if I am wearing a black suit I must be coming from a funeral. Now that is not unusual but why am I smiling? I find that disturbing. There is something emotional going on there that, right now, I have no clue of. The fact is I know of several elderly people that are relatives and friends. I could see myself going to their funeral in the next few years.
It could also mean that it was my funeral!
In my dream, could I be walking away from my own funeral either knowing I had a good life or did something that left me in a happy state when I died? I plan to donate a kidney to my wife who has polycystic kidney disease in the next few years. Is it possible I did not fair so well but left her with a good kidney to survive on?
Who knows. I believe my future fate will reveal the facts behind this dream.

Dream # 2 is a reality now.

I posted a dream I had on this blog that showed me walking alone in a black suit. I was smiling. I found the dream a little disturbing because I didn't know why I was walking alone in a black suit and I didn't know why I was smiling. I don't wear black suits too often so I made a guess that I was attending a funeral.


I just realized the dream in reality this past week. I went to a funeral for my retarded half sister in Canada. I had not been in contact with my sister since 1962 when our family decided to move down to the United States.